星期日, 十月 05, 2008

losing it

i used to have it...

the confidence...the skills... the drive....

but as of now... im pedagogically allergic to education....

i am losing it....

everything.... confidence... skills.... drive....

losing everything right in front of my eyes...

they used to be so easy....

i tried hard to fight for it.... so hard that it broke me....bad

but this time round... its gone.... its really gone.... and nothing could be done....absolutely nothing.... and i just know it.....


and so it ebbs away... slowly... deadly... while i feel its presence getting weaker for the last time as the clock ticks away aimlessly....

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